I'm pushing alcohol through my veins. Headache again. I'm so tired of fighting, getting mad and so on. After those moments all I can think how to escape from that shitty reality and the easiest answer is alcohol. I'm too lazy to for other things, because madness kills the vibe to do anything. My brains know how vodka looks like and don't take it as a friend, but today I made a milkshake with liqueur. In one milkshake I poured about an half of the bottle of liqueur. Feeling lazy and fuzzy after one.